Why i keep attracting people around me?

I do love making friends and i do hate sitting a place where alot of people

Like malay people always say "berkawan biar seribu, becinta biar satu"
And i always bear in my mind "what the hell they like me?" 

I really hate that! Why they don leave me alone? Why they keep hurting me? Why they come to me? Why they want to be my friend?

My Love one ♥

My Lovely Chinen Yuri~  

okay for this time i will introduce you to My Chinen  

◕On June 2, 2003, Yuri entered Johnny & Associates as a trainee. Daiki Arioka, a member of the same group as him, was also there during that time.
◕In 2007, he moved from his hometown of Hamamatsu to the capital, Tokyo, and despite previously having never been involved in it, it was through back-up dancing that his career truly began.[citation needed]
◕On April 3 of that same year, he began activities with Hey! Say! 7 starting with a public performance at a KAT-TUN concert.
◕On September 21, 2007, he began performing as a member of Hey! Say! JUMP.
◕Favourite Colour: Green
◕Disliked Colour: Orange
◕Hobby: Dancing (Jazz since he was three) and Soccer.
◕Former Groups: Hey! Say! 7
◕Favourite Subject: PE because he says he is really good at gymnastics and it makes him look like a hero when he is doing flips. He also likes Social Studies.
◕Disliked Subject: English (He wonders why he has to learn it since he is Japanese.)
◕Chinen is a fan of Ohno Satoshi of ARASHI.
◕His most treasured possession is ohno’s signed board. He got it from the concert of ARASHIi. He said that it came flying (ARASHI is throwing out their autographs for their fans) and he caught it.
◕He wants to be like Ohno someday when he grows up.
◕Hey! Say! JUMP members calls him “Chiii” because he is like a cute squirrel, transferring from one tree (they’re preferring to their laps) to another.
◕He wants to be mature like Daiki.
◕He loves eating vanilla flavored ice cream or popsicle with Yamada and Daiki.
◕People usually call him and Daiki “husband and wife” because they’re always together.
◕He was teamed up with Daiki when they auditioned at Ya-Ya-Yah.
◕He loves playing sliding phones (especially yamada’s) because it’s fun he says.
◕His first kiss was from a sixteen year old girl. It happened in his dorama “Nanako and Nanao”.
◕He learned ballet at such an early age.
◕His favorite color is black.
◕His treasure is the ball that has ohno’s sign on it.
◕His charm point is his eyebrow.
◕Last time that he cried is when the break time of their shooting in the JUMP PV because Yama-chan used his tramp card without permission.
◕When it is break time in his school, he sleeps or he just daydreams.
◕Favorite season is summer.
◕Chii likes to hide Keito`s slipper.
◕Chii likes to eat Keito`s ice creams.
◕Chii loves Yama`s clothes that’s why he loves to borrow it.
◕Chii likes to sit on the HSJ members` lap.
◕Chii treats Yuto as his dad and rival for Yama-chan.
◕Chii likes to call Takaki “Onnichan” (big brother).
◕Chii does`nt like to have a hug pillow and he does`nt have one too because he said that Yama-chan is his hug pillow, but he said he was just kidding.
◕Chii loves to pinch Ryutaro`s cheeks.
◕Chii likes to bully and tease Ryutaro even if Ryutaro is taller than him.
◕Chii always ask Yama to teach him the fishing skills.
◕If he goes out to a date with someone, he wants the girl to grill the barbecue instead of him. It’s because if he eats what the girl had been grilling, she will be inspired to do better.
◕He prefers older AND taller women.
◕Type of girl he likes: Quick thinker, Can dance and sing with him, Always happy, Nice, and Cute.
◕Hiis favorite foods are gyoza and cucumber… he hates mushrooms and food with eggplants.
◕His favorite anime is Dr. Slump and his favorite cartoon is Tom and Jerry.
◕He wants to have 2 kids.
◕He has a sister whose name is Chinen Saya.
◕He has long eyelashes.
◕He loves to tease anyone.
◕He is left handed.
◕He also love to read manga and borrow the manga of Inoo Kei and never return it.
◕He always annoy Hikaru so that Hikaru can teach him how to play the guitar.
◕He likes to climb Takaki’s back and play horsey horsey.
◕He puts mayonaise on Dai-chan’s food even though Daiki hates mayonaise.
◕He’ll grab out first his wallet when their house is on fire.
◕His favorite phrase… well he looked and pointed takaki and shouted “TAKAKI”.
◕As supporters for the Japanese volleyball team for the FIVB World Grand Prix 2009, he performed in June 2009 with Ryosuke Yamada and Nakayama Yuma w/ B.I.Shadow as members of the temporary group NYC boys. The C of NYC boys comes from the initials of his last name Chinen.

~Yuri Chinen X Daiki Arioka~

Boku Wa Vampire~

~Mr Sadistic Night~

one of my Vampire song opening Diabolic Lover~

~Kanji~

『.....さぁ、覚悟はいいか?』
『.....来いよ』

月夜の 静寂を切り裂き
追い駆ければ追い駆ける程 感じた確信
Uh.まさかのファムファタ—ル (femme fatale)?
幻惑をされた血（わな）に沸き立てば
组み伏せた掌（てのひら）に 煌めいた银の十字（クロス）は
嗜虐（しきゃく)の極みさ

『...もっと、欲しいんだろ？』

さあ、泣け叫べ!
激しく溢れ出る 真紅の衝動！
今宵、深く突き刺し
奥から 覺醒める、決死の欲望（リビド—）！
『もっと ずっと 激しくて』
耐えきれぬ苦痛と愉悦は罪か？
戦慄いた朝烧けに誓ぅ、吸血する運命（Fate）
そうさ、オレ達 Mr.Sadistic Night

禁じた祈祷が響いて
生臨めぼ、死到達るMagic 遠のく核心
Ah.求めたdecadence?(テカタソス)?
彩られた愛は消え失せて

接吻けた唇に
塗りたくる漆黑いル—ジュは 加虐（かぎゃく)の憐憫

『.....逝くまで、吸ってやる』

もう、涸れ果てた 幽かに摇れ動く 理性(キヲク)の残滓！
强く ネジ込んで往く 神すら見離す 九死の暗喩（メタフマ—）
GOOD/BAD 意味を弁明め 抗えぬ瞳に映るBlood in the Moonlight
赦女神（アフロティ-テ) 紅ぐ 、染め上げる真夜中（MIDNIGHT）
そうさ、オレ達 Mr.Sadistic Night

『もう誰に渡さねぇよ.....赦されない愛ほど』
『この血が沸き立つ.....さあ、吸ってやる..』
『ふっ.....この呪缚を、解き放さ』
『....オマエのすべてを手に入れる』
『终わらない夜、终わらせる、その血』
『夜明けまで、吸い尽くしてやる....』
『さあ、思う存分、逝け....』
『.....ホソト、たまねぇ.....』

『.....ククッ、终わらせるわけねぇだろ？』

さあ、泣け叫べ!
激しく溢れ出る 真紅の衝動！
今宵、深く突き刺し
奥から 覺醒める、決死の欲望（リビド—）！
『もっと ずっと 激しくて』
耐えきれぬ苦痛と愉悦は罪か？
戦慄（わなな)いた朝烧けに誓ぅ、吸血する運命（Fate）
そうさ、オレ達 Mr.Sadistic Night

~Romen~

Silence of the moonlit night there is a
Innovation making feel like your being chased,
Reversing your fatal truth, 
It'll lead you deep into my trap
You held inside hand so soft, 
Your precious shining silver cross, 
You bloom perfectly you know? 

Can I have more? 

Now, cry out in pain,
Impulsive fangs filled intensity, 
Can I have another bite tonight
Wishing you could wake up from this bad dream, 

This pain will more vigorously than you ever known, 
Feeling pleasure now?
Trapped to never see the morning glow again, 
Your fate you vowed to occur, 
So are we really Mr Sadistic night

はじめに (introduction/Hajimeni)

こんにちは~ Kon'nichiwa

Assalamualaikum~

first time mnulis entry ni... waaaaa... excited nya~

okay my name? just call me Zara that people call me

okay Zara bru hbis SPM Dec 2013 kira muda lagi la

Zara from Kelantan.... and i really love to make many friends~

Zara suka bca comic, watching anime, J/K-Drama, Zara suka sngt dkt VAMPIRE~. bleh dikatakan Zara lebih suka kepada bnda yg bdkaitan dgn Japan. bkan xskong artis Malaysia but artis Malaysia yg buat Zara lebih suka dri Artis Japan~ Sorry Malaysian artis    

Zara study dkt SMV Sg. Petani 2, Kedah.. jauh kan Zara study?  nak ckp jauh xjuah sngt sbb dlm Malaysia lg.. dekat sna Zara belajar couse Katering  I'm love cooking 

Impian Zara nk bukak 1 Restoran or Hotel 5 Star Insya-Allah klau ad rezeki and Allah tunaikan hajat Zara.

okay that all for now~ 

Assalamualaikum

start in the night~

the beautiful sky~

After looking through a few of my astronomy books, I found many poems and sayings
that I thought should have a section of their own. So here it is!

May you have 

warm words on a 

---

cold evening,
A full moon on a
dark night,
And the road
downhill all
the way to
your door.

- Mary Engelbreit

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Put three grains of sand
inside a vast cathedral, and
the cathedral will be more
closely packed with sand
than space is with stars.

- Sir James Jeans, English Astronomer

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Keen as are the arrows
Of that silver sphere
Whose intense lamp narrows
In the white dawn clear,
Until we hardly see,
we feel that it is there.

- To a Skylark, Percy Bysshe Shelley

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Stars are like animals in
the wild. We may see the
young but never the actual
birth, which is a veiled
and secret event.

- Heinz R. Pagels, American Physicist

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Behold, directly overhead, a
certain strange star was
suddenly seen . . . Amazed,
and as if astonished and
stupified, I stood still.

- Tycho Brahe, Danish Astronomer

---

. . . the perceptible Universe
exists as a cluster of clusters,
irregularly disposed.

- Eureka, Edgar Allan Poe, American Writer

---

. . . Torrent of light and
river of the air, Along whose
bed the glimmering star are
seen, Like gold and silver
sands in some ravine . . .

- Henry Wadsworth Longfellow, American Poet

---

The Universe is an infinite
sphere, the centre of which is
everywhere, the circumference
nowhere.

- Pensées, Blaise Pascal, French mathematician and natural philospher

---

Andromeda! Sweet woman!
why delaying, So timidly
among the stars: come hither!
Join this bright throng, and
nimbly follow whither
They all are going.

- Endymion, John Keats, English Poet

---

On Saturday night I lost my wife,
And where do you think I found her?
Up in the moon, singing a tune,
And all the stars around her.

- Mother Goose nursery rhyme

---

Many a night I saw the
Pleiades, rising thro' the
mellow shade,
Glitter like a swarm of fire-flies
tangled in a silver braid.

- Locksley Hall, Alfred Lord Tennyson, English Poet

---

Marduk, bade the moon come
forth; entrusted night to her,
made her creature of the dark,
to measure time; and every
month, unfailingly, adorned
her with a crown.

- Translated from Enuma Elish, seventh century BC tablets upon which
Assyro-Babylonian legends concerning the creation of the world are recorded.

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Everyone is a moon and has
a dark side which he never
shows to anybody.

- Pudd'nhead Wilson's New Calendar, Mark Twain, American Writer

---

There liveth none under
the sunne, that knows what to make
of the man in the moone.

- Endymion, John Lilly

---

Though the day still lingers,
the rose-scattering fire of the
evening star already scintillates
through the azure sky.

- Willem Kloos, Dutch poet and essayist

---

Someday I would like to
stand on the moon, look
down through a quarter of a
million miles of space and
say, "There certainly is a
beautiful earth out tonight."

- Lt. Col. William H. Rankin, American author

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The moon has a face like the
clock in the hall;
She shines on thieves on the garden wall,
On streets and fields and harbor quays,
And birdies asleep in the forks of the
trees.

The squalling cat and the
squeaking mouse,
The howling dog by the door of the house,
The bat that lies in bed at noon,
All love to be out by the light of the moon.

But all of the things that belong to the day
Cuddle to sleep to be out of her way;
And flowers and children close their eyes
Till up in the morning the sun shall rise.

- Robert Louis Stevenson, Scottish poet, writer, and essayist

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"The chances against
anything man-like on Mars
are a million to one,"
he said.

- War of the Worlds, H.G. Wells, English writer

---

Is this . . . A time to sicken
and to swoon, When
Science reaches forth her
arms, To feel from world to
world, and charms her secret
from the latest moon?

- In Memorian, Alfred Lord Tennyson, English poet

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Old men and comets have 
been reverenced for the same
reason, the
pretences to foretell events.

- Jonathan Swift, Anglo-Irish writer